Not sure if Jahar intended her from the beginning as a.

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Flush with the ceiling. I spend whole days watching Japanese game shows and old movies. Sometimes I have your gun in my hand. Sometimes I can hear the jets laced into holding patterns over Narita. I close my eyes and imagine the sharp white contrails fading losing definition. You walked into a bar in Yokohama the first time I saw you. Eurasian half gaijin long-hipped and fluid in a Chinese knock-off of some Tokyo designer's original. Dark European eyes Asian cheekbones. I remember you dumping your purse out on the bed later in some hotel room pawing through your makeup. A crumpled wad of new yen dilapidated address book held together with rubber bands a Mitsubishi bank chip Japanese passport with a gold chrysanthemum stamped on the cover and the Chinese . 22..
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